Passages from my past...

Passages from my past which I am ready to share. Written a long time ago, and are very personal But now that that chapter has been shut tight, they can now be revealed.

Silently, a breeze blows over the meadow,
Unseen and relentless, it caresses the leaves on the sycamore,
Then the mighty wind brings the storm in tow,
Ready to pour its precious life, onto the barren earth.

The great tree with the rustling leaves,
Unyielding to the approaching storm,
Proudly displaying its grand demeanour,
With the symphony of nature, its leaves perform.

Love is like the tree,
Steadfast and sure,
Always there, as a pillar of strength,

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Love is like the wind…
Invisible, but I know its there.
Bringing the storm, my tears may drop,
But life it gives, for truth it drops…

Send a breeze my way,
With a storm in tow,
With thunder demanding my love,
And lightning desperate to be heard,

A storm that will leave a rainbow behind,
And with love like the sycamore,
Brave and certain,
To be there, to shelter forever.

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I suffer in silence as the world continues to turn and buzz with life.
The sun might continue to shine, but I will continue to be the empty vessel I am now.
Nothing could light up my dark days yet again to those days I could hear angels singing from above... my heart is a heavy lump of muscle,
pumping blood, blood coursing through my veins.
...
It once fed my soul with vibrant colours of joy,
Which have now vanished into nothingness...
Instead, now all it feeds my soul is pain, grief, and sorrow... when will it end?

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... but let me dwell a little bit longer,
As the turmoil of emotions settle down to a tender hum...
The demons in my heart are still chanting war songs,
Urging me to fight for love

It is a long lonely journey...
And as I sit here in despair,
Fighting the demons to quite down,
Not letting a single tear escape my weary eyes,
I am desolated, dejected, and wretched...

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It is our destiny,
To finally become one with the light once again.
It is there, but we cannot see it.
The mortal world is suffocating us...

We do not see where we are going.
The darkness so thick, we can almost feel it,
But if we struggle, we will only continue to drown.

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You are the perfect angel for the imperfect me.
Save my world from collapsing,
Save my heart from shattering, my perfect angel...