Color quiz

Your Existing Situation

Hopes to obtain an improved position and greater prestige, so that he can procure for himself more of the things he has had to do without.


Your Stress Sources

Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and to bridge the gap which he feels separates himself from others. Anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to explore all its possibilities, and to live it to the fullest. He therefore resents any restriction or limitation being imposed on him and insists on being free and unhampered.


Your Restrained Characteristics

Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity but tends to hold aloof emotionally.


Your Desired Objective

Strives for a life rich in activity and experience, and for a close bond offering sexual and emotional fulfillment.


Your Actual Problem

Fights against restriction or limitation, and insists on developing freely as a result of his own efforts.


Your Actual Problem #2

The fear that he might be prevented from achieving the things he wants leads him to play his part with an urgent and hectic intensity.

Farewell 2007, HelloOo 2008

Lets see... I start the new year with my car in the workshop, my grandmother's not too well, I start the year with a broken heart... my Unimate passed away.. hhhmmm... it just isnt a good start.. so will it get better? I have to wonder.

Will I ever find love again? You know... just the right one... and WHEN WILL I GET MY CAR BACK?! URGHZ!! It's like I'm paralyzed when I'm without my car... It is so not funny. Sigh... the only things that keep me going nowadays is dance (which sometimes can be rather tiring), shopping (which I cant afford to do since I've bought 3 pairs of shoes, 5 shirts, a t shirt, 3 pieces of Ck Underwear, a Seiko watch for my dad's birthday, a return flight ticket to my unborn God daughter's 1month bday, and a humidifier) and maybe hanging out with friends (which I cant do as well since I am car-less!!!)

Well.. I've just got to 'hang in there' eh? sigh.. Welcome two thousand ate...

A friend passed away at 6.00am on Sunday... well... tbh, I didnt really know her well. She was a Unimate and we had shared several modules. She was my age, and it is a rather great loss that she was run over by a car. She was just at the wrong place at the wrong time... in the wrong place and time for the driver to accelerate, attempting to overtake another car at a corner, hit her, and speed off. However, I heard the driver turned herself in subsequently.

I was really shocked when I received the news. She was one who was always so full of energy and life.. she really partied and had a good time. She had an aura and charm that attracted most guys.. she really was one of the babes of my year... tall, slim.. pretty... beautiful even.

Some of you might be wondering why I'm writing about someone I'm not even close to... I dont know.. I just felt the need to blog about this. There have been too many bad things happening in my life recently, and I guess this serves as a reminder that I'm still alive. Still able to do the things I want, whereas she is gone.

When I visited her family, I could not help but feel their loss. They're only left with a son, and their daughter's life was wrenched away by an impatient driver. She looked at peace, but you could tell the accident was horrible. The embalming wasnt done properly and there was still blood trickling from her lips. You could see the abrasions she sustained.. on her nose.. lips... forehead... Her hair was shaved off because there was a hole in her head.. you could see the band to cover the hole underneath the fake hair...

What a shitty thing to happen to anyone at all... It's also really ironic that she used the tagline "Easy Come, Easy Go" in a profile... a point to really ponder on, dont you think?

I pray she rests in peace and my deepest and sincerest condolences to her family at such a dark hour..