Happy Ending - Mika

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love [repeat]

I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Too Many Broken Hearts - Jason Donovan

Last night you talked about leaving,
I said I can't let you go
It's not just emotional feeling
I need you body and soul

You give me one good reason to leave me
I'll give you ten good reasons to stay
You're the only one I believe in
I'd be hurt, I'd be hurt, if you walk away

(Chorus)

Too many broken hearts in the world
There's too many dreams can be broken in two
Too many broken hearts in the world
So I won't give up the fight for you

The world is full of lonely people
Who never held onto love
Last night I tried to reach you
But somehow it wasn't enough

So I said, can't you wait a bit longer
I'll give you all that a lover should give
It ain't my pride but my love that is stronger
I'd be hurt; I'd be hurt, if you walk away

(Repeat Chorus *2)

You give me one good reason to leave me
I'll give you ten good reasons to stay
You're the only one I believe in
I'd be hurt; I'd be hurt, if you walked away

(Repeat Chorus till fade)

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sighz... :-(

disfigured! argh!!!

And so I went to the doc yesterday... turns out, my ligament on the jaw joint of my face is slightly torn, hence the pain, and also I might have obtained a fracture on the bone on my face... how interesting.. Doc said it woudlnt be reasonable for him to put a cast of my face! I'd look like the phantom or something!

All he gave me were anti-inflammation and said it'll have to heal by itself.. also, I'm not supposed to wear my glasses cause of the pressure it'll put on the bone. Sounds like I've been having rough oral sex huh? hAEHHAEah.. Only explanation I can think of is Kelly hitting me in the face one too many times whilst practising.. haha..

Anyway, below is the pic taken during my firm's Family Day.. I spent the day hiding from the partners cause I didnt want to take part in the tele-match in fear of injuring myself before the KL Dance Festival.

Together in Electric Dreams - Giorgio Moroder / Phil Oakey)

I only knew you for a while
I never saw your smile
til it was time to go
Time to go away (time to go away)
Sometimes its hard to recognise
Love comes as a surprise
And its too late
Its just too late to stay
Too late to stay

We`ll always be together
However far it seems
(love never ends)
We`ll always be together
Together in electric dreams

Because the friendship that you gave
Has taught me to be brave
No matter where I go i`ll never find a better prize
(find a better prize)
Though youre miles and miles away
I see you every day I dont have to try
I just close my eyes, I close my eyes

Well always be together
However far it seems
(love never ends)
Well always be together
Together in electric dreams

pics pics pics.. yay!

bits

It's been awhile since I've blogged about anything other then my dancing... then again, my life is all about work and dance nowadays, and since I'm not really allowed to disclose information about my work, it leaves me no choice but to talk about dance.

Still... it also might be cause I'd rather not talk about other aspects of my life. Things are sometimes too personal or complicated for me to put on my blog and since people read this blog, I'd rather keep them private. If not I'd feel too exposed.

But what else can I talk about then? HhMMm... I want to get a credit card.... does that count? The one I'm looking at would give me a 20% discount on Genki Sushi.. so that's a major plus.. haha.. Unfortunately I dont qualify for the Celcom one yet, so we'll wait and see...

Life is so strange... things change too much too fast. I find myself longing for the comfort of my past, struggling with my present and dreading my future. Is this really my life? Isn't it too short for me to feel this miserable? Why am I not contented? I still have my ups and downs.. tho I have to say there are less downs nowadays... Nevertheless, growing up sure is tough. Doesnt help that I'm always so bloody broke all the time... trying to dampen the problem by getting dance gigs... tho it isnt really the season...

Anyway, last Saturday was the 2nd anniversary dinner of one of the studios I dance at. We were told in advance that they wanted us to do a performance. By virtue of being the only couple who compete in ballroom (albeit beginners), we were asked to dance a waltz. On Thursday I choreographed a waltz according to the 32 bars of the music... we were supposed to be given the choreography but the principal was tooo busy.. Friday, we discovered we were given the wrong music, so I had another 20 bars to add... luckily, we managed to throw enough crap together to fake the performance. However, most of the attendees were dance people.. urghz...

For the Jive performance however, I literally melted two pairs of pants when I blazed down the dance floor. :-s!!!!!! I melted the first pair during the practise. My choreography called for me running towards my partner who woudl already be on the floor and slide half the way there on my knees. The heat generated melted my pants and again in the other during the performance so I have two pairs with holes at the knee area :-( I'm so bloody annoyed... the audience loved it tho... but my precious pants are ruined!!! argh!!! and we're not even paid for the performance!! ARGH!!!

Sigh... anyway, I'll try to get pics to post 'em up. Hopefuly people got good pics of the performance. Would be quite cool if they have one of me sliding on the floor...