Friday, April 22, 2005

*News flash* I have been robbed by a bitch!

You know, there are people out there who are just plain assholes and bitches.

For example, I have been applying for jobs with the possibility of pro-longing my stay in this foreign country. I finally was offered a job interview and I was glad. Unfortunately it clashed with 2 classes, so I asked if it could be rescheduled for another day as it would be extremely difficult for me to attend. The person in charge was not around and I was told she would get back to me as soon as possible.

The following day, I got a call from her colleague in the department informing me that the dates and slots for the interview could not be changed and that the person in charge had given up my slot to somebody else because she was under the impression I would not be able to make it anyway. I concede that I might have given the impression I was unable to attend if it was on Tuesday. But that was MY slot to give away if I absolutely had to and not for her to do so! I feel that I have been treated unfairly as I would definitely have done all in my power to make that interview... and now this careless impulsive bitch took it away without consulting me first!!!I feel as though I have been robbed!! It is unjust to do so and the level of dissapointment reaches magnitudes of dissapointment no scale can ever register. A simple call could have cleared the matter. She should have asked me again if I still wanted the interview. There was absolutely no communication between her and me. How dare she assume!!!! Now that my prospects have gone from some to absolutely zero, I feel like a crushed can. So deflated and unfairly discarded.

BITCH! BITCH! BITCH! BITCH! BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've had an exceptionally stressful week and I slept at 8am preparing for classes and I got the call at 9.50am.. talk about rude awakenings!! FUCK! I AM IN NO MOOD TO BE TREATED LIKE SHIT!! UGHZ! I just told a friend that if another complication like this arises, i.e. within the next week something as shitty as this happens again, I am going to go berzerk and turn into one of those mass murderers and go to the office which screwed up and open fire before turning the gun on myself!!

In the light that I have been so stressed out, it took me great difficulty to be at all civil in my complaint to her. Here's a fragment of the e-mail I sent;

"I would like to express my great dissapointment in
your conduct. You should have talked to me first
before giving my slot to someone else.I don't mean to
be hostile, but I feel that it is greatly unfair on my
part as I had merely asked if I could have the date of
the interview changed.

I understand that I might have given the impression
that I definitely could not attend, but a simple call
could have cleared up the matter. Furthermore, I feel
that it was my slot to give up if I absolutely had to.
Instead of being told that I could only attend an
interview on Tuesday and asked whether or not I could
make it, I was informed that it had been taken away
and had no prospects at all. I would have done
everything I could to attend that interview by
rearranging and rescheduling appointments. I feel as
though a golden opportunity has been yanked from right
under me.

I am very upset that I have been unfairly dropped from
the list of interviewees. Please understand the stress
and dissapointment this has caused me."

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

My dearest Dungu...

I am extremely sorry for the pain that you feel, and how frustrating it must be to have such an opportunity like that be taken away from you without any warning. It is certainly true and I would agree with you that her conduct was wholly unjustified.

I just pray that you get a favorable response from her after the letter you sent. In the end, the universe has a tendency to work out well. Trust, have confidence, and above all, have faith.