With each passing day I crumble more.
I am sinking lower.
I feel so helpless,
Like a fly trapped in a cob web.
The verdict was passed.
I did not do enough.
I am to blame.
It is all my fault.
Yet there is so much calm in the midst of this turmoil.
Why is there no panic like how I feel?
Why is there only acceptance of the state of the situation?
I am not worth it.
I am so confused.
2 comments:
Dearest Dungu,
Hold on in there my friend. Though times may be dark and testing, there is always light.
Darkness, and no amount of it can ever quell the light of the candle. Just look for the candle.
It's not about what you did and how you did it, but it's about what you're going to do and how you're going to do it.
There is always a candle. Be strong.
*hugss*
There are a lot of people who care for you dungu. Be strong, and have faith. You will have to go through a series of tests, self-evaluations, and mutual evaluations. Don't lose hope, don't lose strength.
Like what tim said, there is always light, even in the darkest hour.
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